Dangerous Desire

Naked under the shower

My explosive thoughts 

Your laughing eyes

Your wandering hands. 

A deep sigh.

The steam engulfs me,

As I lather myself 

Looking at the closed window. 

It opens up to the road outside, 

And if I'm inside precisely at noon

The sun can watch the water kiss my bare skin. 

I open it. 

The sun rays blind me for a second

But I adamantly stare. 

When there is nothing but a white cloud

I close my eyes

Run my fingers through my hair

Face upwards, lips parted, 

Swallowing the pouring water

Thinking it's your salt.

I open my eyes. 

I see a man looking inside. 

Caught, his eyes swiftly look away

But I stare, 

Refusing to close the window

Refusing to shy away. 

He looks again and this time I hold his gaze

As I touch my neck. 

My fingers trailing down

Between these breasts your mouth suck

These nipples you hold with your teeth. 

My lower lip bleeds as I bite down on it. 

He involuntarily touches his jeans

While my fingers continue their journey

Towards the wettest part. 

The man moans I think,

As he sits dreamily on the parapet. 

The water, boiling. 

Fighting to keep my skin on fire, 

Against the ice-cold wind flowing in from outside. 

How ruined I must be, I wonder, 

To let a stranger look at me as I touch myself. 

My back arched

My breasts on full display 

One finger on top of my cunt, circling 

As the others squeeze my nipple with a vengeance. 

Will you enjoy this too, I wonder, 

To see someone else crave for the body which is only yours to exploit. 

I look at the man outside. 

Wink

Part my lips and wet my upper lip

Move towards the window 

Close my eyes, face the sun and lean outside 

Shake my shoulders so that my breasts wiggle a little 

Like they do when you rail me down. 

Then I close the window. 

The water's cold now

But my body is on fire. 

My chagrined heart is startled 

At my blatant display of desire. 

My eyes are half-closed as my lips twitch. 

I feel myself let go as I think of your hard muscle

Stretching me roughly 

Passionately. 

My explosive thoughts 

Your laughing eyes

Your wandering hands. 

A deep moan.