NaPoWriMo - 1: Listen love

 

I am not so proficient in this.

I am not so rhythmed in this.

But I am here trying my best to believe in myself.

To be confident in my skin. Yet be humble in my being.

I am here trying to see the truth in my existence.

The love in my hardships. The silence in my chaos.

So I implore you to listen.

Listen.

To my sad outbursts.

To my happy breeze.

To my choked ramblings.

To my angry tease.

Wait for my heart to bleed out,

Before you announce your judgement.

Wait for my soul to reform.

Before you change your decision.

Listen.

I am not so proficient in this.

I am not so rhythmed in this.

But I am here, waiting.

Waiting for you to see right through me.

To understand beyond my words.

To feel my touch, across oceans.

To wake up every day, and choose me.

Again and again, every day.

Listen. 

I am not so proficient in this.

But,

I want to learn.